maya99,ur broking up with your gf was just a CAUSE to start somking again!!!U did well,when ur broke up wih her,that was like a ''ooh that is a good REASON to GET BACK SMOKING AGAIN''!!,you are STRONGER that that bro!!!U did it for 5 MONTHS!!!And that was very impressive!!And prooves that u can do it AGAIN!U can GIVE UP SMOKING FOREVER!
and DO remember that.....U CAN FIND GIRLS ANYWHERE,better than ur EX,and I am sure u will have a new one ;U had one,so u can have 10 GFS!
u should just have some the courage!!(and I am sure u have it!),it is there....waiting for you....