Well guys after reading your comments here I have decided to stay after all.
C'mon we can't let MTV have all the drama now can we?
I really appreciate the kind words by you all and for as long as you guys are with me I will be with you.
As to those on r/trackers I should ignore such toxic places and concentrate on NBL, TehC and you guys.
Sorry for the scare but I really have had a tough few weeks and it got too much and I had a Fallout drama style meltdown.

// So say we all

Triviality suits you Alastor

TN